Hey, remember that time...

When I think about my past, about the people that meant the most to me, there is always this one person who automatically pops into my head. This person changed my life. I was once completely in love with this person. This person was my BEST FRIEND. We would spend at least two hours on the phone every night spilling all of our felling, fears, hopes, and dreams to each other. It helped that we basically had the same dreams and the same goals in life. We were so supportive of each other. And when this person confided in me a secret that was very hard to tell, I kept it. for about 3-4 years until this person told more people. I still love this person with all my heart, but in a different way. I have so much respect for them, and this person will forever have a spot in my heart that no one will ever fill.

It makes me sad that now, we barely acknowledge eachother. The most communication we have is a random conversation on Skype or a wall post saying "Hey whats up?" So, I'm writing this blog to say I hope all your dreams come true. I hope one day we will both make it big and see eachother/work with eachother again. You know me better than anyone else in the world. I miss having you in my life.

This was from January 11th

Well here we are! I cannot believe it is already January 10th. Classes don't start until the 19th so I have one more week of sitting in the couch doing absolutely nothing ahead of me. Yawn....
So I thought of something fun I could do on here this year. I read a lot. I mean A LOT, and I'm curious as to how much I actually do read. So, I'm going to keep a list of book I read in 2010, and we will total it at the end of the year to see how much of a dork I really am.

Let me fill you in of my past two days, as they have been quite exciting.

Yesterday started as a normal, but exciting day. Jen was home!! So I was leaving to go to her house and found out my car was dead (probably from sitting in the cold driveway for so long, since I have gone NOWHERE). So my mom jumps my car, which was an adventure in itself. But then, my engine starts SMOKING and there is this whistling sound. After a while it stopped and my mom said it was probably just from revving the engine so much to get it to jump. So I go to Jen's, she gets in my car, and we decide to go somewhere. Now, her driveway is crooked, and when there's so much snow you can't see it, it really sucks. Needless to say I end up in a snow bank. We shovel me out for about an hour with no success, and I decide to call my roadside assistance. After being on the phone for a half hour with this bitchy girl, she tells me I don't have roadside (WHICH IS BULLSHIT!) SO we go back to the manual labor. Her neighbor Nick comes over, and Nick, Jen, and Stephen (her little bro) push my car while I drive. FINALLY WE WERE FREE! We get out and we go to chipotle, but now my check engine light is on. And it's whistling again. The rest of the day was amazing, filled with watching Friends, and Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince extra's on disc two.

Today, I call my dad and tell him my horrible car stories, and he comes over and looks at the car, (meanwhile my uterus is falling out). He decides we need to get a new battery. So we go to Autozone to get it, grab some lunch at Steak and Shake (classy), and we bond over my car engine. It was actually kind of fun. The rest of the day I sat on the couch with my heating pad and watched Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, and Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire on ABC Family with my mom. Happy times :)

Keep looking in my About Me thing for updated book reads.

XOXO
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

I hope everyone had a fantastic day with family or friends. It's nice to have an entire day where you think about and realize all you are thankful for.

It's weird to think about thanksgiving's in years past. Even just one year ago. Everything is always the same...yet every year is different. It's an odd feeling when you really think about it. I realized today that every guest I have ever brought to Thanksgiving, Nikki, Melissa, Jessie, Pat...none of us really talk any more. These are people I was so close with that I invited them to spend a holiday with my family, and now we hardly speak. It's weird how people come and go so quickly.

So here is to every one we have ever loved, been close with, and shared a piece of our heart with. I am Thankful for you for being in my life, even if you are not anymore.

Life is too short to hold grudges or have regrets. Be happy with everything you have had, because chances are it has made you who you are today.

Have a lovely Holiday.

xoxo

It matters not what someone is born, but what they grow to be

I would just like to talk about how jealous I am of my dear friend Heather June.

Ever since I was little I read books. Book after book after book, and I would wildly fantasize about writing my own novel one day. But everything I wrote throughout my life failed miserably and was never as witty as I wanted it to be. Now Heather June is so amazingly creative. She is the most creative, intelligent person I know. She thinks the deepest thoughts and is wise beyond her years, perhaps wiser than she even knows. Even her blog posts are inspiring. She makes me think about my life and the world in ways I could have never imagined and she baffels me with her thoughts and ideas. You are amazing my love. No one on this earth is like you. You are so special and brilliant and I am so blessed to have you in my life.

xoxo

The dreams that you dare to dream..

Sorry I fail at blogging. I kind of want to find a new blogging site. I really don't like this one. It's too hard to follow people and what not.

So last night I had this dream about you. It was SO REAL. I can't even explain how real every thing felt. I was so happy. and I remember I looked up at you and said, "This isn't actually happening. I know it because you hate me. I must be asleep, and I know when I wake up I'm going to be really sad and wish I could sleep forever" and so the dream went on, and when I woke up I started balling. You weren't really there. It was all a dream.

Oh how I wish that dream was real.

But I need to focus on the weekend ahead. I have projects and homework, and Grapes of Wrath and Oklahoma auditions on sunday. Then my sisters 2nd birthday. Lets try to be happy.

xoxo